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Making the Beast

by Hero Double Zero

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making the beast
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your god is a fraud nothing more than a peasant adorned with a paper crown cowardice manifested imaginary throne when hollow eyes stare right through me it makes it impossible to decipher the lies around me as I beg for the rationale a thousand mouths speak a thousand lies I can't stop listening a thousand scars from a thousand knives keep on opening kill the insect that burrows within digging beneath the skin where is the god you promise me? always absent hanging by a noose from every word lead to the slaughter by your own shepherd everyone claims to see his light but its difficult to believe now that I see it for what it is its easy to look away your vision was clouded by the promise hidden behind his eyes all of life's lessons seem to fall on deaf ears your white light is a bold faced fucking lie a lie
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the path to acceptance has always been a jaded journey conscience expanding so I can finally disconnect this lifeline shovel your dirt believe in fairy tales if it helps with the hurt I am a blank slate mold me into any shape erasing faces forgetting names swallowing pride without the fear of choking something is missing and it always has been we are all guilty of heresy I might burn in hell but I will not be alone disconnect the blackened heart from the soul what you're left with is an abandoned vehicle navigating all space and time colliding with your who, what, when, why if we could just breathe breathe in this disease always remembering a tortured soul never dies punished for crimes committed in past lives you are a black slate get immersed in someone else's dream close your eyes and pray doesn't make problems go away rebirth has been rejected time and time again dead, buried, and quickly forgotten this broken mirror does not reflect me shattered like my belief in anything straight to hell walking an uneven line stumbling as memories fade with time a lifetime of mistakes spent on my knees groveling my mind is racing can you see what I see? this broken mirror does not reflect me something is missing and it has always been this broken mirror shows no reflection we are all guilty of heresy I might burn in hell but you will be right next to me do you see it? I can see it we will all see it when it's too late
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can you help me find myself? I was last seen standing by myself everyone possesses a different perception a different key to a different lock a different way of thinking a different answer to a different question I can't focus on the path laid out in front of me so I turn my back on the damage that I've helped create these are the thoughts that make me see red I can't get theses images out of my fucking head my destiny laid out in front of me as real as it feels it is out of my reach wake me when this life is over so I can finally breathe a sigh of relief what I've been dreaming is not my reality far away from familiarity deep inside a dream floating above spinning uncontrollably this life I've lived does not belong to me anymore
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change is necessary when struggling to breathe fire gives birth to a whole new purpose opportunity rises from what once was the dream isn't over but its getting close life fades away and all it leaves us with is unanswered questions and broken promises pain is imminent, death is not permanent change is eventual when you're dying dissecting memories that have long been regressed grant me absolution for sins I'll never confess I need to know what happens when people succumb to their own demons my back is turned my eyes are shut death has come for me and I'm fine with it
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break down the sorrow see where you find yourself the answers elude rational thought redemption is overrated what the fuck has happened to the life that we always imagined we're running through this life searching for the answers but death is all around us 'cause the truth is a cancer if I could pick apart the pieces of this puzzle so incomplete crumple up the fabric of consciousness would I still feel weak? if this is the end then I welcome it with an open mind nothingness, emotion absent cut myself open to see if I still feel it deconstructing everything. just to build it back up form the embers that are smoldering. the eyes will go blind the mind will cease to grow. faces will forever change. this place doesn't feel like home father time is choking on the ashes of yesterday eyes are blank, skin cold and gray blood and vomit dried on his face try to remain confident that a fresh start is always just out of view no more will the end of my world resemble you I sit here waiting for things to go wrong just like they always do the end result cannot be avoided so show me what I need to know master of my own slavery, god of my own destiny cutting out the tongues that dared to lash out the clarity we seek is possible the awakening in me is inevitable

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released October 23, 2016

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